I had a very up and down relationship. When it was good, it was the best feeling. There's nothing like having a room full of people headbanging along
to your tunes. Playing to a room with only three old blokes who wanted classic rock, not sludge metal was just depressing.
I have looked for bands but the ones playing interesting stuff want someone under 35 (I'm a lot older) and the ones my age seem to all play 80's style metal which just doesn't do it for me at all