[quote name='Prime_BASS' timestamp='1332080736' post='1582875']
I think you need to re-evaluate what's making you so tired that you can't do much of anything else.
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Well, I perfectly know - it's the [i]lots-of-work, little-spontaneous-fun[/i] scheme. You see, I need to relax, have fun and feel free to be happy.
And playing in a band where this playing starts to be a chore isn't fun. To me, fun is to take a walk, ride a bike, read a book, play a computer game write a short story or do something interesting with friends.
And... well, I feel much, much worse ever since my GF left me for another after we already had plans for the common future and with our apartment being reconditioned for us to live in. So having someone new to love would be nice as well
And another thing that makes me tired is... well, thinking that I need to do more chores. Many times I'm not tired unless someone tells me to do something [i]pronto[/i]. Then suddenly I realise I'm very tired. Well, that's me
And the third reason - I hadn't had a real vacation since July 2010.
[quote name='Prime_BASS' timestamp='1332080736' post='1582875']
I don't think the band itself is bringing you down but it is perpetuating a sadness/fatigue that is already present, which makes everything else worse.
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I'm not depress[i]ed[/i], I'm depress[i]ive[/i]. I tend to be very bipolar, sometimes happy, sometimes sad, but I usually retain 'global' positive outlook on things while most people think I'm a pessimist. But when the poop hits the fan, I'm the '[i]last man standing[/i]' to have a faith in people or believe that the situations will turn out well.
[quote name='Prime_BASS' timestamp='1332080736' post='1582875']
Ps. I don't think dropping out of school to become 'rock stars' is very big or clever or shows dedication
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Well, me neither, but I wanted to point out I wouldn't be able to sacrifice some things in order to be a 'rock star'.